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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY



Unbelievable how hard it has been raining. The rain woke me up this morning pounding on the window. This is a picture of Syd and I on our way to work this morning. Yes, I have turned into a cartoon. Crazy day. And I have to take the bus home. I NEED MY FLIPPERS!!! I woke up at 5:15 this morning and could not get back to sleep. We usually get up at 6:15 but my inside clock did not want to cooperate. There are times in your life when you don't understand what is happening and why it is happening. With me it has to do with my insecurities and not being used in our music dept at the church as much as I was before. I used to sing every Sunday and I loved it. Now I am on maybe once or twice a month. Am I not good enough for our new pastor, am I not the type of singer he likes, am I not am I not. This is my dilema. I guess I just have to let him do things the way he wants and just go along with the flow. People have said to me JUST TALK TO HIM. I really don't find him that approachable. But others love him and think he is doing good things. Maybe it is just me. AAAWWW, I hate this. I wish it would go out of my brain. Anyhow, I am at work and trying to organize my day. I am just finishing up my coffee and going to go and get a muffin or something. I hope you all have a blessed day.

1 Comments:

  • At 9:43 AM, Blogger Lala's world said…

    I have seen on the news about all the rain you guys are getting! crazy and makes me thankful for the snow! hehe
    that is tough with the situation with your pastor....pray about it and ask God what you should say or not say! and let Him tell you your worth! cuz lady you are terrific!!!

    love the pic last post of you and Syd! what a gorgeous happy couple !

     

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